alygoo

So I found out today that Alexander Mcqueen, my favourite designer had comitted suicide today...at the age of 40. I read this off of Audrey Kitching's journal post.... I Loved his stuff so much...Uhg and I was just waiting for the new line to come out too! No way T.T RIP Alexander

So a lot has gone down in my life since my last post. Me and my bf have sorted things out, Im going back home and back to school. Im finally done all my homeschooling, and Im almost ready for my exam.

So Im paking up once again...woopie. I put in my letter and gavemy 2 weeks. My last day is this thursday. T.T

Now Im just having troubles getting to sleep at night.

 

 

Sing me something soft...

You would kill for this...

i LOVE unique designers and have a fancy style myself..here are some of my fav designers in no particular order.

 

Gareth Pugh

Well known for his crazy death traps as designs, he has to be one of my top favs. His stuff is entirely unique, and if only I could wear it every day!

 Karl Lagerfeld/Coco Chanel

We all have our classy style... and you can't go wrong with black and white. Gotta love the Karl's way of making Coco more modern!

Marc Jacobs/Louis Vuitton

Well known for the bags and shoes, Marc's line of clothes is a combo of fresh, and classy with that smack of sexy! Plus, how can you go wrong with those colours!?

 

The Blondes

Now these guys can impress anyone with thier designs... Im a sucker for awesome corsets, and flashy colours. Not only with those qualities under their belts, but these designers could dress every and any woman!

DSquared2

No canadian who loves fashion, needs to know who these twin brothers are. They are icons, and the most influential, canadian designers. LOVE this year's spring line...I would love to go camping in that! Funny...I'd have to be camping in the SUMMER for those shorts :P

Alexander Mcqueen

Known for his crazy high heels seen in Lady gaga's video "Bad Romance", he is also my most favourite designer of all time! Most unique designs,crazy shows, awesome shoes, and wicked makeup! 

So i decided to do a little thing all about me and such without revealing any personal info about my family etc.

Ok so, my full name is Alyssa, i just turned 18 a few months ago. I have dark hair and dark eyes. I have large demensions on my face, and a box like body. Im exremely pail, and im proud of it. Im in a very serious relationship, we plan on staying together for as long as possible. We've been together for 4 years so far. I have 1 older sister, and my parents are divorced and in other relationships. Im not concerned with that at all and I dont blame myself...often. I work at a restraunt, Im getting promoted. Im a friendly person, I am very socialable. I want to be a model, but I dont have the money or live in the right spot. I dont like food, but I am going to college for either graphic design or hospitalaty and tourism. I dont eat alot but I eat often. I weigh 118 and im about 5'6. I like getting my picture taken, I like having friends. I like the arts, music, dance, drawing, acting. I just dont like painting. I would love to sew more often, if i had a working sweing machine. I dont often wear eyeshadow, mostly all eyeliner and eyelashes. Unless im getting all pretty-ed up then I go all out with the make up. Im outgoing and I love to have fun, but I am still smart and shy sometimes.


Thats all I can think up right now :/

OK so lately me and my bf have been having some troubles. Unfortunately they all lead down to my insecurity and parinoia. I feel dumb and saddened that I am putting him through this and I feel like the worst gf ever. Anyways, there seems to be a barrier between us again and I cant break it down by myself. I really need his help but I dont want to ask any more from him because he is getting to that point in the relationship that he is getting pissed off at me for being this way. I feel bad because I created this monster, and yet I still want to be with him, and I love him with all my heart. I just wish he could see what I see...Damn boys

 

 

Xoxo love youuu!

I hate how I get inspired just before I need to go to sleep. I had all day to sew, or play with glue, and yet now is when I wana do stuff.

 

So what Im thinking of doing is a room renovation. I cant take down the wall paper and I cant do any painting or poke holes in the walls. So what Im thinking is pinning materieals to the corners of my room, to cover the ugly walls. Problem is I dont think I have enough matereal. Sooo what I'd have to do is sew some stuff together. Luckly I got my new sewing maching. I can give it a wherl after I finish watching house with my sister xox

Im so excited for the new year...well kinda. Other than the fact that I might be getting into college in and around januay, everything seems to be finally working out! Im excited to get back to work, and back home where everything is organised. I got a new chair for the computer, and a new side shelf for beside my bed. I still have christmas money to spend, and money to earn. Need a new bus pass, and a phone card. Also have to get my bf and his cousin a b-day gift some time soon. But that dosnt need to happen for a few weeks atleast.

Check my myspace blog for my weight goals. www.myspace.com/rawrfoo

Im glad this shit is finally over. my mom is fianlly recovering, my grandpa is getting better, christmas is over, my bf got a good job (ish) and I am going back home. only problem is i have no money for my bus pas, my bf distroyed his phone, and groceries. Plus I need to get back into my working schedule, and still lose weight. Ive got all my weight goals set up. Check my myspace blog for that. Plus i fell down the staris today...yay!?

 

what did aly goo get for christmas?

from my lovely bf from my sister

From everyone From my mom

From my sister

From my dad

 

and little things from everyone else. I got my bf a game, my sister a phone, and some make up. I got my mom some body lotion, skin stuff, and soaps...so I was the one who spent all the money this year...

 

oh well...Hope everyone had a merry christmas. Have a safe new years...

 

So its getting closer to christmas, and I have really been thinking about what I want...all I really want is for this part of my life to pass and pass in the best way possible. I want to have money, I want to work, I want to finally get into the course I want in school and get that over with. I want to be able to work hard and get paid the ammount I deserve, none of this crap act that I work my ass off, 13 hour days, and then get in trouble...and only get paid .50$ more than a manager who didnt even work half as hard. I want to be in my own place, with my boyfriend so we dont have to worry about keeping quiet or making sure we dont upset anyone. If I started over in my own house I wouldnt have to worry about clutter, or anything like that. It would be so much easier to organise...

 

 

Everything like that...thats what I want for christmas :/

So what makes a perfect shoe? Its a combonation of many features. To me a shoe can't be wimpy and small, or stubby with the heals. A shoe must be balanced over the entire foot, and always incoperated into the outfit, nothing is worse than shoes that dont match at all! Heels must be dangerous, thats the hole point right? None of this safe heel (clubbed) or 2 inch crap, Gotta get it up till your feeling a lack of oxygen! but heels are like words, if u cant wear them right, dont wear them at all! alot of damage can be done when your not wearing heels right...so yeah!

So dont be taking any chances with these puppies!

 

I never found myself to be the kind of person that would blog about how sad i am but here I am...

I dont really have people to talk to anymore so I ugess this is why im reaching out...well not really. I just want to figure out if what Im doing in life is really worth it. I know ive wasted alot of time on useless things and just bumming around, and iM really paying for it now. Working hard to just get by is not what I want, and I dont want toeven think about college if I know ill be in debt untill im 60. especially if I want to go to this modeling school....but is it allworth it. Modeling is my dream right now...(check my blog on myspace) but it just seems to be bringing me down. I dont have anything that hollywood dosnt already have and still no way of even getting there, let alone getting anywhere. Even for college...my family wanted me to go for pre health....wtf?! that would be a 6000$ course just to up grade my science marks when I have no instest in the health feild. I wanted to go to college just for fashion and design, but aparently that school is too "fun", and culinary? Why dont I just go get a effing job and red lobster!? cant make over 15$ an hour making food...unless i own the damn place.

 

even when it comes to modeling I know I dont have what it takes. Im emotional and can barely take an insult, Im not tall enough, i have short legs, and im too fat(for modeling).

wow how emo do I sound bahaha. Oh well...

 

Merry christmas everyone!

audrey hepburn?!

 

ok so im operational now! how exciteing is that? unfortunately i cant be on for very long because i have to work tonight...woot!

I think im going to download my webcam thing right nowww...afk for only a moment!

 

 

there we are! Now more picctures! yay!

So today i did shome shopping with my big ol paycheck...whos excited?

unfortunately, thats all for everyone else...none for me...other than this nice outfit my sister let me buy, i said it was a dress, she said it was a shirt...im short i guess...oh well. I'd take a pic but i dont have photoshop on my computer to make it actually look good

 

BUT HEY, lookin good in my nike tee from my dad...straight from the 90's baby!

 

anyways, don't forget to check my myspace blog...tottaly not that cool but still...would make me happy :P

thanks!

more to come

-alygoo

Woops capslock...

Anyways, so I was browsing through different designers shoes and I decided im also a fan of Alexander McQueen. I was looking over Audrey Kitching's pics and stumbled upon these puppies:

Lady gaga-bad romance much!?

But it wasnt those that made me the offical fan of Alexander...it was these fall 09 collection. All i can say is omg...

 

and as if i only loved him for the shoes:

cute as a button!!! :D Love the brass knuckle clutch...I wouldn't care what else I was wearing.  

so today was another boreing day home alone. I hate these 2 days off in a row thing. I have nothing to do! all I did was sit around, do my make up, watch fashion tv, and re apply my lipgloss all damn day. But who can complain right? Anyways so im pretty sure this site shouldnt be as difficult as it seems. I've mastered facebook and myspace, and other sites, whyis this one so difficult? Oh well...ill get used to it. Unfortunately i have to go to the school to go on the computers though, so im pretty pissed. My phone is also buzz-tarded...regardless im going to be going home soon for the holidays...maybe ill take my computer with me so I can get it fixed for the 5th time. I swear every time that guy is in there fixing somehting, he messes something else up just to see my computer again. I must be his only costomer.

Anyways...so christmas is on the way...I would be more excited if I had more money. Unfortunately this ear it will be pretty tight and probably not as big of a celibration. My grandfauther may be in the hospital durring that time, my mom may not beable to function properly...and on top of all that, I dont have any money to spend...On a good note...employee of the month!

SOOO good thing about christmas is christmas money...what would i spend it on if I could?

dolice, loui, and the blondes hold a close spot in my shopping heart...this is why.

I guess im just a sucker with expensive taste! :D

 

anyways, so hopefully I can get some assistance on profile design...maybe get some cool stuff going on. Illpost more pics and have more journal entries when I get the time and when I get the paitents to walk to the school :P

 

Thanks for reading :)

-Alygoo